If you can truthfully admit that you live a lie then your living in itself a truth. What is each of us but a facade of normality, interspersed with leaps of considered insanity. But to be free of all societal pressure and live on a self-governed code is itself suicide as others can not allow it. No, the only way is to skirt the border between the forces however close or far they may be apart. Live as much as you can live. Play as much as you can play. Modifying your life to reach out and embrace that insanity, absorb it, master it and let it tempt your mind. Let yourself taste a freedom yet still adhere to a standard under which we lie.

Yep, too much Dexter.